Maybe now I have taken many lessons from the events that occur at this time. I complain too much that life is never fair to me. I often think too far about things that haven't happened yet. hoping too much for things that I haven't tried. often I give up too quickly. even though all that needs a process. I always avoid problems, even though the problem will continue to come to me, no matter how I avoid it. often see other people's successes as luck alone. even though I never knew what they experienced before. everyone wants to be happy including me. but I often forget the people around me. But this taught me many things, including respect for others. everyone must have different things different. I must continue to learn to face it all myself. all returned to the same place. there must be light in every darkness. all need a process, need hard work, need enthusiasm. even if we have to leave it, ...